im not here no more....

go to alturistikconscience....thats my new xanga

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=altruistikconscience

why.... i dunno i just wanted a change....getting rid of my CRAZZYFLAVAS.

gosh sometimes i wish i could knock people over the head and get away with it. i wish that i could talk back to my manager and tell her to calm down and stop putting all this stress on me...

i spent most of my day running errands and buying things for church. for this VBS for little kids. i want it to be really good this year cause we dont have our usual leader to lead us anymore cause she's getting married the day after VBS...so she needs to prepare for her own wedding and can't really help us out. so it's the college people at the church to the rescue...again...(when i write rescue..it looks so wrong..i feel like it really should be RUScue...hahha)..okay back to my point. so this sunday i was scheduled to work..and she KNOWS that SUNDAY IS MY DAY OFF CAUSE OF CHURCH....alrite. well, she said she had to schedule me cause i missed work cause of JURY DUTY...okay and then i have a dentist appointment on saturday but i work in the morning, so i had the respect to go down to the store on my DAY OFF to tell her that i can't work on sunday (VBS decorations/prep), saturday i need to work closing (dentist) and that i need a week off of work in AUGUST (vbs and youth retreat). alrite...heres  the thing....MOST EMPLOYEES would just call in that day on saturday and tell them that they cant come in cause they "forgot" they had a dentist appointment...i on the other hand say i'll close for them, which means that i will be closing 3 saturdays in a row and i miss out on our bonfire (sorry guys). OKAY...then since i can't work sunday, I OFFER to work during MY DAY OFF...TUESDAY....when other people would have been like SCREW it. alrite...so im working...not the usual 5-7 hours a day like everyone else..im working 8!!!!! okay, then i tell her i need august 11-19 off cause of CHURCH related things..and i told her that im involved at my church and so on..and she GETS PISSED! and im like WHOA...CALM DOWN...and basically she told me to chose between work and CHURCH..and sorry but that is NOT right. she knew from the beginning that i was very involved in my church and that there are things that come before this job...this TEMP job. so if she doesn't give me the days off, then im just gonna quit. i actually need to start looking for a new job. just in case....

this weekend was pretty fun.

friday: last day of summer school. the damn test was so freaking hard but i think i did alrite considering it was a cumulative test. i was just happy to be done with summer school. i just went to work and nothing happened much

saturday: went to work in the morning. afterwards i went to watch white chicks which was fucking funny. i love that movie already. tripleTKA, BF, hahahha. a must see movie and need to get it on DVD! afterwards we went back to my house to get a good grub going. i saw some people i havent seen in a while. we just sat around the table while my bro cooked some off the hook food. my co worker and my friends stayed up till like 6 in the morning just talking. it was so nice. we hella just talked about everything. i missed that girl talk that i used to have all the time. afterwards i dropped off my co worker at home and picked up some stuff from christines and we all slepted at my house till like 9...

sunday: after 3 hours of sleep we woke up and i got ready for church. let me tell you i looked CUTE. i was wearing a red babydoll shirt with jeans and red flips. but the best part was my hair. i lOVED it. haha christine did it for me...she used the 3 barrel crimper...mmmm...BEAUTIFUL. i was falling asleep during the sermon..but i think the jamba juice helped me wake up. after service i had to go to work and got payed time and a HALF. ..WOOT. i have a confrontation at work with my co manager..but he deserved it and i dont regret it. watever jsut kiss it! afterwards i went to my friends house for a bbq....and we all drank it up. it was all good fun. i got pretty drunk but i handled my liquor very well surprisingly...i didn't yak. YAY! considering im hella weak sauce. i had A LOT to drink too...and then i also did a beer bong...which wasnt as bad as i thought it would be but that was what put me over the edge. i passed out around 2:30 in the morning...and woke up at 11:00 hehe. it was all good though since i knew the guy. let me tell you his friends are so FUNNY! ahhh!!! i had work at 2 so i left his house to go home... where i had the WORST shower ever since my water kept getting hella hot. then i went to work..where it was allllrite...thats my weekend!

i hope everyone had fun and stayed safe..love u all! MUAH!

ahh!! it feels good knowing that this is the end of my summer class! WOOT! its 7:30 in the morning and my class isn't till 9 but imma go to school to study..less distractions you know? and WHOOOOT! then im DONE! FINISHED! YAYED! so much stress off my back and i can go have some fun....here are some things i want to do!

catch all the good movies...

go to the beach

go clubbing

go to GA

go to sac

go down south

ROAD TRIP!!!!!!!!!!!!

ugh all my TAs are stupid. they don't even know what they're doing anymore. okay so our TAs teach the lab portion of the class right..and these are people that want to become microbiologists and shit like that...they're all in grad school except for one, she's an undergrad. anyways, so our TAs had a review session, but no on tells us that we had to prepare questions..so we get there and it's a complete waste of time.

first the undergrad acts like she's the teacher and tell us that it pisses her off cause some people don't know the differences between a eukaryotic cell or a prokaryotic cell....and she's like "fix it cause it REALLY pisses me off"..and in my head its like "well if you fucking taught it to us right then maybe we would have.."

second, we ask them about an equation of converting cubic millimeters into cubic centimers..and they couldn't get that shit right

third, they took most of the time looking up shit in their books cause they didn't know shit then teaching us or reviewing with us.

okay and my TA..the one that teaches my class...she forgets to tell us some important steps in doing an experiment, and when we get tested...we totally get the marks off for not doing it right when she never said anything or showed us... for example, we didn't know we had to flame the tube for an aspetic technique so she marked everyone wrong when she didnt tell us...let's think now...if EVERYONE got it wrong on the test...doesn't that saw something?? like YOU SUCK...and today she broke a glass pippete UGH...and then she has the nerve to get all defensive when we ask her questions about things that we got wrong on the test....DUMB.

out of them all...the undergrad is the smartest..but she's a kiss ass to the teacher and her head got WAY to BIG...i swear...HEY BITCHES...WE'RE PAYING YOU TO TEACH US...TEACH DAMN IT. damn.......

don't get me wrong, they're nice until they get this huge power trip... sigh....as long as a i pass....

i know i've been really angry lately..but im so darn stressed...